catching up with mom ??!!

Call me Asian, but Parents means alot to me. It always is a shit feeling with my parents dont speak to me. Now that ive been kicked out but my mom is starting to come around to talk to me, and well....my dad ?? he's still saying get out of my face. Think he is dissapointed :(

Well....Mom n i have had 2 lunches , 2 weeks in a row, im guessing thats a good sign :/ I dont know how to feel about all this , but its frustrating me....... cant talk to anyone about it, cause it will just sound lame.....

yes yes, i know im steping up in the game of independence ...... but its always nice to have your parents approval.....

Sigh ! whatever, this is irritating .................. argh

Updates - on starting a new life !

dear Blog,

So sorry i havent wrote in a while :( but there has been heaps of updates since my last entry......

I know i wrote about being homeless, jobless and transportless :( but but but, I just got a Great Job with Kelly Services, hopefully i'll be good at it...Fingers crossed. I start work on the 7th. 09.09 (Monday) its just training for a week and its a Sales job but I get to be National sales Manager reporting to a director...... its pretty cool, i think. I got some new cloths for work tooooo....

and I just bought a car, it should be delivered next week to jason's place, as I would be in the office already ;) Why do i need a car ?? Well i am in National Sales and public trasportation in KL, is the Worst ........

Homeless ?? well i am staying with Chuong (BF), but things have just been upside down so much, I still feel I need to get a place of my own. I am still not use to staying with someone just yet, i think. Cant feel like someone will kick me out on the streets, every time we argue :( yes yes ! its sad !

Im in between now, so, lets jsut hope in a couple of weeks ill sort more stuffs out ....

jobless and Homeless

Well, Guess its not a secret anymore, I am homeless and Jobless now ?!

This will also mean, I do not have a car, but i do have what ever i can carry out of the house with 1 bag. haha

being homeless ? is it bad ?? - well it is not, I have great friends, it helps big time ;)

Being Jobless ? its bad - considering im currently living on my savings :( need to get a job soon.

whats the worst ? well, I;d have to say, its finding myself !

I just cant seem to answer the question of what i want to do in life :(

weird enough, No 1 can answer this question for me either :(

Im having a cancerian week !

I hate Mood Swings !!

Its driving me crazy !! im cool 1 minute and and PISSY the next...... and its with everything....But i cant let anyone know, or they might think im nuts ?! so i just keep quiet ! n when im out socializing, and i suddenly keep quiet, people around me think they have made me angry :( Sorry guys !

Sigh...... Sounds like im pretty unstable !

damn ! Never tot I would be one of those crazy ones ! !

But someone once said, If everyone around u is crazy, who would really seem to be the crazy one ?

taking a break

Today im going for meditation class........ the "GURU" said, if we visualize it, it will manifest!!

Tonight im going to visualize falling sick for a week....... not enough to be in the hospital, but sick enough to stay home or away from work.........

If I cannot afford to apply for leave n go on holiday,i think this is 1 way I can let go of some responsibilities .......

Cancer Beauty Profile

As a Cancer, a Cardinal Water Sign, you love to care for the downtrodden and very often your own needs are overlooked. Your beauty routine, then, is likely minimal -- if anything. Lucky for you, Cancers have expressive eyes and cheekbones to die for! While your sparkling, emotive eyes, chiseled bone structure and womanly proportions make you the picture of the feminine urge to nurture, there's more to you than meets the eye!

From the outside, you present yourself as a sensible caregiver -- whether you're a mother or not -- but underneath, you're an emotional and sexual woman. Your beauty is of the librarian-letting-her-hair-down variety. When you do allow yourself a decadent moment, you love to luxuriate in a bubble bath or slather on avocado facemasks and loofah yourself into oblivion. You prefer the classics -- pearls, pastel colors and tried-and-true products such as baby powder and witch hazel.

Your beauty comes from your generosity, your sympathetic nature and your realistic self-image. It's when you open your arms to give the world a warm hug that you become an absolute knockout.

According to this, You should not let me Hug u, if you dont want to fall for me ?! ;)

The cancerian - THATS ME !!

	Cancer is symbolized by the Crab. You're deeply emotional and intuitive, and your top concern is family. Something of a homebody, you prefer to stay in rather than go out on the town. You can be moody, drawing into your protective shell if things get too intense around you.